Evolution of My Guitar Notation
30/September/2026 By now readers may know my blog is haphazard. This time I think I have clinched the guitar chord notation shorthand (as above). This actually comes from a song me and Sheryl were bouncing around that went nowhere (with me at least). I turned it into a Christian worship song which didn't go down very well, Matty thought so. I hope that everyone can read this notation naturally, and play the chords.
I put lotsa debugging statements into SeTT and found out the condition filter wasn't triggering at all. May need to swap some variables around. But that's for tomorrow. Took my meds and brushed / showered. I need to work out at 2am. Workout went well. I found vertically snipping some of my underwear elastic band helps prevent marking on my hip area. Just a simple cut, not full-way down. Just remembered I have to get Dad a birthday present. Thinking of hitting the mall tomorrow for urban gardening idea books. Our shoebox has only a little front yard.
We'll have to see how the ol' stomach holds up. Constipation may rear its ugly head. Trying to drink more fluids. Am still feeling under the weather. Nose is running. Been thinking I'd not buy anymore luxury items. Was thinking of a pair of CK underwear at 139RM. Probably not.
Managed to get cleaned well. Having a liquid breakfast which I wish was Guinness but I'm not allowed to drink anymore. Still looking at SeTT's JavaScript, wondering where I went wrong. Perhaps it is an initial condition not set. Turns out it was a false assumption; indexing a generic variable. Quick fix is coming. But first, lunch. Don't feel like heading to the mall, so maybe just a round of the park later in the evening, some light running.
Helped make noodles for lunch, with my special olive oil, mild soy, and pressed fresh garlic dip. Mom gave me a vitamin C for my runny nose. British forces chided me for being slow-moving. Things have been that way since I had a stroke. And also now doubly medicated, doubly lived-in / on. I only managed a few achievements in 50 years on this blue earth. I postulated calculations with super large numbers, the design of truly intelligent computers, and published a novel. SuperdereK UnderpantS -a free download on Lulu.com and very entertaining. Needless to say, I am developing a simple game (SeTT) as well as writing that hit guitar song I must have inside. Think I will make a start on that now, code tonight.
I reorged my room, getting rid of / tucking away unnecessary computer stuff. Wrote the rough lyrics to the song 'Rain'. It's about the coming of Jesus. May put it on the blog later in the week. Took a good shower and am freeling fresh. Drank soy milk to rehydrate. There's still mess and wires everywhere. Liew witches spreading lies among newly speaking toddlers. I am surprised America and the UK have let go of their children's moral development -that they may believe a lie. Probably they were threatened by the witches, caught between a rock and a hard place. Jesus saves tho. And if we all believed it, even the little ones, even if we were disfigured or cut off 'down there', it would be much harder to break us down. I and my team could eliminate LiLian this evening and put away her blackmailers.
Falling into depression because westerners can't realize that Chinese people 'lose face'. Eventually dealings in the mind, the repetitive beatings and shamings, retaliations, lead to loss of face. I need to be alone but apparently, some westerners enjoy following people thru the mindspaces. However, after a rest, I feel able to continue my work. I'm weeding out the bad code from SeTT -a misconception regarding string indices, as the same char may occur several times in the string and will not show correct indices. At least the problem has been identified. Just took my meds at midnight and will work out at 1am. Workout went well. Feeling less stiff. Glucose burning.
Another Late Night
Past 1am, still wide awake. Have things to put away. Drew tomorrow's KDL strip. Room looks much neater. I need a strategy for dealing with the irate westerners who love telepathy -a design of the enemy that supplants our natural Spiritual communing, in His grace and honesty. So much to undo in such short months.
I have recovered from my fever but now have to fight off a cough. Can't help feeling like a mule / donkey, bearing others' baggage of sin. Being threatened by the British. One can appreciate their point of view but I don't think it bears out any good in my case. I am poor, sickly, old... and ugly. Nobody would save me. Just like my granduncle whose room I sleep in, I will one day run out of money / health and just die here. He too was offered a woman but declined.
Coding Hell, Escaping Hell
Having to redo many lines of code. Lost track of my objective after falling asleep last night. Will have to dig into it anyway, now circa 10am. Brushed, get cleaned soon. Mom is thinking of traveling to Singapore to visit her brother who is quite sick now. I had been theorizing on what changes in a person he can keep with him, and what can be stolen away, that we might have strength in Christ. There are 5 simple things; a positive mindset (walk in the light); a belief in miracles; a hope for a brighter future with Messiah (in and out); Natural, honest and sincere reactions (not hiding one's heart); an identity that says 'He belongs to Christ'. Sounds like a lot but is easy when you really want Jesus / He wants you.
How can others steal your clothes? Can they corrupt a pure soul? I believe this phrase more to do with modesty in and out, than Spirit. Spirit is lodged not in one's clothes, IMHO. We all wear clothes because of the wounds, lashes of the Father who judges the worthy. As He did to the Son. Guard your clothes simply refers keeping a lid on being offended, resentful, angry, as we know (understand the necessity of) both good and evil.
My cough and sore throat are getting better. Thought I would lose my lunch, earlier. Liew witches are partying, somehow, victorious over God and His plan. Many have fallen away from the faith in fear of being beaten up and destroyed like I am. It's funny how the Liews can turn what I say into something sexy against Gospel, apply a little threat and violence, then destroy average Christians.
SeTT is now running well, but it has trouble deciding on a move. In the end, it chooses none which isn't surprising as it is not a trivial game. I fixed all my mistakes. Needs tweaking, I guess. Mom got me Strepsil lozenges and Dad bought me a BK Whopper. Was thinking of heading out for a walk / run tomorrow, just round the park. Almost time to make dinner, having pasta. Was watching a Teddy Baldassarre video on Credor watches. They use true heat-blued screws and wood for polishing chamfered edges. Dials are hand painted over a stencil, each one unique, made of porcelain and glazes. And I wondered when or if I would consider owning such a brand.
Feeling up to doing the cooking, nevermind that the bug(s) may only be found late tonight. Cooking went well. We only had a little mince with the baked beans and the reduced tomato-olive oil salad was okay. Pasta is taking time to soften up. Whole thing could be saltier. I believe I've found the bug. The moves got nested in an array within an array! Unusual but it should be fixable pretty quick by tracing the variable 'posMove'. I couldn't dig out the inner array for some reason so I just indexed it. However the arrays are not fully sorted yet for some reason and the gameplay soon locks up. But we are able to play half a game, that's the main thing. It seems more dynamic.
Talking Birds and Bees With Little Witchlings
We have many family skeletons in our closets and these include indiscretions that the witches 6, used to open up and rule our clan. Funny talking to an infant who asks about why woman use sex as revenge. I simply said it was probably the least bad thing she could do to get even with her man. Don't report me to the police yet, these tots are sent to swarm all over us and disfigure us. I had to speak up about my Dad's family growing up poor, about how only he got the money to go to college, how he funded 2 of his brothers to study university as well. Only to find the job market saturated. It was a mini tragedy, that some resorted to 'unfair' means of getting employed. I and Mom sometimes had to eat carrots and drink milk as there was no meat bought. Carrots and milk were cheap in Australia.
Think I will stop coding SeTT for tonight. Carry on tomorrow. Took some throat medicine Sis brought over. Seems to work. v1.4.0 will be a major release, finally a decent AI. I may be weakening. As so often happens, I blew out my ass when I coughed. No mess, tho. Will take my meds at 1am and work out at 1:30am. Workout went well. We apprehended some of the Liew witch coven memebers, who volunteered to help. Nobody has to get hurt bad.
Been debugging / investigating SeTT while helping out in mindspace. Seems there's some duplication going on due to multiple suggested moves. Need to figure them out and rank them as a whole. Air quality here in Petaling Jaya is poor. May head out to the mall tomorrow to get Dad a birthday present.
Feeling under the weather still. Don't know if I can make it to psych clinic tomorrow for my Arip. Managed to get cleaned well. Brushed. Took paracetamol as my eyes are now burning. Panadol has more 'nice' effect than any antipsychotic (hehe). Needless to say, I was force medicated after being entered by genius-level snatchers who made me do a 'bad' thing, then used as a hostage by the witch LiLian who acted out and was medicated deservedly. Poor LiLian. But she really screwed up her life and many others' as well.
Coding Down the Home Stretch
Something odd is happening, my arrays are not merging. For each potential move, they are coming out separately, sequentially. And somehow the sort is backwards from expected. Very curious. I rely a lot on the web for help with JavaScript. Even bought a Dummies book. The paracetamol has kicked in and is dulling my eye ache. The phlegm expectorant I took earlier also kicked in. Am coughing less. Babies are being placed onto me by witches. They have all calmed down.
Terry and I have been thinking of teaching the babies some basic logic not to say math. So far so good. Told them to take it lightly as baby minds are simple and delicate. If they don't understand, we explain, and so far so good. Of course it will take time to introduce numbers and operators but really, logical thinking can be taught at any age IMHO. It really benefits the kids and will help them lead better lives. Otherwise, am still grappling with SeTT's tuning. Heck of a lot of tuning to do before it's ready for upload tomorrow. Discovered some critical tweaks have no effect. This has to be fixed immediately. Also want the board position printed out in 2D.
Fixed all the errors I missed somehow. Conditions weren't firing properly, and the tweaking can resume. Should be done by this afternoon, and I will help sweep afterwards. Worked out after missing last night's session. Feeling good, healthier. Arip jab at psych clinic went well. A little scary but otherwise okay. We negotiated a peace deal with the Liew witches. If they really need they can take, but none of us condone it. As far as I can recall (had a stroke in 2007). Got skids on my briefs. Had to wash them with some bleach / peroxide / sanitizer stuff. Disinfected afterwards with Dettol spray (diluted). My sense of smell is almost gone. Can barely smell the Dettol. Heard about retraining it on strong essential oils. It is dangerous not to be able to smell yourself.
Very weary of coding, now circa 2pm. Will take a short break then tweak the move rankings some more. Something is still not firing -the move priority adjuster, but the gameplay is quite okay. Far more dynamic. I just uploaded my work so far and labelled it 'beta' as I was tired of tuning the gameplay which is getting a little too complex for my poor mind. I'm quite certain it can be done better and will try again later. It beat me twice out of nowhere, nonetheless!
Coding My Free SPICE Interface, n4s
Am now coding net4spice (in Python3), 8pm. Want to solve the node issue once and for all, then leave the rest for another day. So far the results are not bad, just minorly wrong. Dad has chest pains and Mom stubbed her toe. I have a mild sore throat and intermittent cough. Helped sweep and mop a little. Think the wrong values are due to the circuit being misdrawn and misinterpreted. It could be a solve tonight or another wild goose chase. I have been working on this app circa a year, IIRC. Will do it at my own pace. Put in a few hours till bedtime at midnight.
Been watching watch videos on YouTube, and living vicariously. Cutting down on sugar ahead of my hospital psych clinic visit in 11 days. Tomorrow, would like to go for a run / walk in the park provided I'm feeling better. Could use an orgasm right now. No word on my flash fiction submissions. The last of my writings before I retire this month or next (my birthday) at 50 years young. Was thinking how God revisits vengeance on a man's generations, indefinitely, depending on the sin -He rememebers that some seed be whittled away and petered out, not to become a strong nation in defiance. Perhaps that happened to my family, and is why I am without a love of my own and some of my nieces and nephews are oddballs.
Circa 9pm, no progress on n4s, just a painful cough now and then. Partygoers threaded thru our neighborhood on the way to the rail station nearby. It is Saturday after all. I drew twice against SeTT's AI and narrowly lost (again) 20-22. Maybe add in some print statements and watch the output rather than procrastinate. Seems much to do with the transistors and how they are wired up. Past 10pm and no other leads. LiLian going mad over the young women. It's hard to diagnose her problem. I think it's regret over a life wasted with no recompense. We at the mindspace hospital have a drug for that.
Elon, we need those self-driving / self-parking / auto-drop-off Teslas
I was thinking about Mom and Dad, and how, being dyslexic, I can't drive them to where they need to go now that they're almost 80. And I wondered about collision-detection versus route-following. The algorithm should be as follows; Route = ƒVelocity + Incident. There are many entry points to Route at any Velocity. So we need to sense 'Incident' and ensure Route is always correct. Sensing Incident requires no math, just adjusting Velocity in up-down-rate, to allow for Route and zero collision.
I redrew the input circuit more clearly but it still doesn't work. I guess that means the code needs to change a wee bit too. Already past midnight and I have taken my meds (worked out earlier). May shower at 1am. For some reason was very hungry. Had a cheese and chili sandwich and a TimTam. I guess I had been burning energy thinking about my apps. Tomorrow's KDL will be on telepathy / in the Spirit.
Looks like I might be able to walk in the park today. Get some sun and running in. My cough isn't bad. Remains to be seen if I can get cleaned well. Now just 9am. Folks are buying breakfast. Will code a bit more. Brushed, had a roti canai for brunch. Heading out in an hour or so. Liew witchy 6 attacked, stuffing kids and toddlers into our organs, chaperoned in by American Christians who are frazzled over LiLian and her act outs. Gave her motivational blue drink but she's still angry.
Drew the KDL strip. Will walk / run in the evening circa 5-6pm. Now past noon. Perhaps my appetite increased due to fighting off the virus, yesterday. Today, I'm not much hungry. Still looking at n4s -where I went wrong.
Recovering From Throat-Chest Infection
The worst is behind me. I should be able to go on a walk to my bank at 7-ish. Need to top up my debit account, get some walking in. Don't really want to sweat as I took my shower earlier. Helped make pasta for dinner. Barely able to taste or smell it. Gutting parts of n4s which look funny now (seemed logical before). Watched this YouTube video on what your watch says about you. From Casio to Patek. I used to think narrowly about luxury. Actually it is just doing business -serving those worth their time and effort. Not bit players. High end watches are like bitcoin -they mean something to those who have money, smarts, AND notoriety / heritage. And what I took away, was that we all need to be 'somebodys' -contributors to the world economy, even if only the leisure sector, such as I do, as an author / game developer / comic strip preacher.
Feel like staying indoors today. I will go in the morning tomorrow. Back to watches -the more you are useful to society, the more you care about letting others know -it's all real, honestly I'm that good. To own a watch for sentimental reasons, because you like it for any number of practical reasons, is actually wrong, drawing you flak from both low and high enders. But to buy something because it looks aesthetic or expensively produced, shows people you're ready to deal. Soon to be retired, I wear a generic quartz midrange Seiko. It looks well-made, a cut above what most people wear. In a way, I'm saying I am ready to deal but have no urgency.
Wealth and Success
The video is from DeepRoots. Sure there are connoisseurs, watch nerds, habitual collectors, but real money comes from people who need to show off as they move up. Those who don't, like Gates, like myself, are not involved with subjugating the less intelligent. We create opportunities and are charitable / spiritual -which simply means we want a better world for all mankind. Jobs never changed his minimalist Seiko quartz even as he moved up. He was somebody others waited for, not somebody waiting on others. He was ushered in, not clutching a ticket. One quote I heard was that wealth made a guy not care about / feel the price of groceries anymore -and that was his joy.
Basically, people loved his work so much that he eats for free. In a way, you could say an easy, peaceful life, with plenty of opportunities to do good, is an ideal life. I had a vision of Jesus last night. He was walking in what looked like Eden, wearing a brown cloak. He said the time is soon. Just this night, the Antichrist appeared to me, and I sent him all the Spirit I had. It is not what everyone will understand, and some may mistrust me now but prophecy must be fulfilled. He must rise to power over the faithful, and their disorganized efforts to understand and cope.
You can tell, I'm not coding n4s, instead noting down important happenings. Circa 11pm. I just worked out and brushed. Take meds by 12am. Think I will functionalize the node propagation but am not sure how. I must walk tomorrow as it's 9 days till hospital visit. Indoor exercise isn't enough. Need to catch some rays too. I wasn't out of breath after the workout tho, as often I am.
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